| I especially remember the breakdown scene when the old
Kamini is exposed.
I had built myself up for two days. I knew I had to give it my all.
'Let me do it in one take,' I requested.
'That's good, I want that too', Subhash-ji agreed.
There was pindrop silence on the set. He rolled the camera but I
was aware of nothing else around me as I began, 'Kaun ho tum?..
tum kaun ho ?' and just slipped into another level of madness till,
'Yes I killed him! I killed him!'
I broke down completely. Everyone applauded, but I could hardly
hear them. Then Subhash-ji came and hugged me as I continued to sob...